I have read the last of the course discussions. Appropriately, I have posted a video on online class size and whether it matters how big the class is. I think as I read the closing posts by circa 37 students, the thought struck my mind, that this class was too large to give the students as much attention as they may have gotten in a smaller class. This is not to say the instructor did not give them enough attention or feedback. I found the feedback they did receive to be quite a bit less than I have received in my online classes to-date. I think there is room for more research on the subject.
So, the course is finished and my observations have ended as well. I feel an emptiness, an aloneness I cannot explain. I have learned a lot about how to teach an online course; and what I might do differently if it were mine. However, this instructor is a seasoned teacher, instructor, facilitator and professor. I am not yet an expert. I am trying to apply Web 2.0 technologies to a course that is very traditional. The lack of some of the technologies I would have liked to use, does not diminish the effectiveness of the course. In the end, the most disturbing issue is that of class size. I would hope any class I was able to teach would be between 15-20 students. I found the number of papers, emails and discussions were just over the top! I wonder if a test or experiment could help determine how effect the class was and/or would have been had it been smaller with more student instructor interaction and feedback.
During the time this course was unfolding, I found myself trying to secure an internship at Bellevue College where I would like to teach. Since the college doesn’t want their faculty to teach online without classroom experience, I did not think I would find one. I under estimated the faculty of this institution. Not only did I get to observe an ongoing class as it unfolded online; but, I am going to do my internship on campus with the help of Robin my instructor and the chair of the Criminal Justice Department. I am going to put up a Hybrid Course in Criminal Justice. The very thought of the task frightens me. I find myself asking if I am capable of doing this task! I have found the answer by soul-searching and came to the conclusion that all my education and job training has led me to this task and project. If I am not prepared, I would certainly be highly surprised. I have had the best instructors and professors in the university system. My instructors at BC are top-notch.
I am reminded of my university studies when I was writing my pre-dissertation thesis in the field of international politics and on national defense issues. I learned that your paper and research project are only as good as the people who give of their time and talent to help you succeed at the task. Alone we would not accomplish as much as we do when we have the support of others. This interdependent relationship with others helps us accomplish any task we set our minds to. I certainly observed this in the discussion phase of the online course I participated in. We are social beings and in the words of a famous writer, Hemingway, “…no man is an island.” Incidentally John Donne (1572-1631) a Jacobean poet and preacher actually wrote a poem that inspired Hemingway to write those words in his book.
I have now earned my certification in eLearning and my course of study has ended. Even as the program ends my educating is continuing in my internship at Bellevue College. I am looking forward to these “new beginnings.” I have loved the journey and will continue it at least one more time…
I will continue to educate myself. I am moving into my chosen field of Criminal Justice. The next parting video is graphic and tells a story I want to share with you. It is one I see in various forms and have for more years than I care to remember. Maybe after watching this video (even thought the spelling is not perfect) you too will understand why I chose to study that field. This video is 8 minutes and 42 seconds long. Please if you can, watch all of it. Every week, I have to tell the women that call me, we have no room in our shelters and no place for them to rest or hide. The purpose of choosing this video is to show the effect DV has on the victims, especially the children. As to the message about guns…well that is up to each of us to decide in our minds and hearts. This video represents my journey as a woman, scholar and advocate. It is not just their journey or my journey, it is our journey as a people.